Life... Take Time to Enjoy It

成长

2009-12-04T19:03:00.000-08:00

最近我发现我成长了很多。。。对许多事都看开了。很多人会说生命是不公平的。这也许是对的可我不这么认为。生命的一切好坏是你对他的看法。如果一个人总是抱怨自己的生活。。。那么他是永远不会快乐的。我们根本不知道我们会在世上会活多久。。。所以要热爱每一天；D

我已经放下了。。。。。。、

那些所有不属于我的东西。。

再也不会

再也不会

为那些不懂得珍惜我的人而难过

是的，再也不会

《第一次，爱》

2009-11-06T05:11:00.000-08:00

这三张得照片让我想起一本小说的插图。。。
就是这么的伤感
其实这几张照片的主题是：

《第一次，爱》

我们对爱充满了幻想，充满好奇

我们渴望爱情，

以为能爱就是幸福

我们却忘了它能带给我们幸福

同时，也可以带来伤痛

相信别人对你的诺言，单纯的

我们触摸着爱，

不知爱的道路会如此忐忑，不是每一段爱情都会成功

不是每个人第一次就会的得到

幸福

不会得到才会珍惜

留些遗憾才算美丽

伤心终止才能快乐

痛哭过后才是微笑

要看过彩虹才会知道它的奇妙

要离别过才会知道痛

要爱过才会知道这就是爱

要恨过才知道恨也是因为爱

2009-11-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

每次我感到疲倦时，都会开始写日记，这好像已经变成一种习惯了。Today I went to HOT PARK to do my volunteer work. We wanted to meet at 7.25am at harbourfront but everyone arrive except for sin kuan which always arrive on time ! poor him he had to write alone for all of us. so sorry T。T i was group together with anabelle when we are ushering the all people to walk and look around at the clean and green stalls. well, we actually started slacking after handling the second group of people OPPS~~~then we go put tatoo those temporay all over our faces like it was so fasinable like that ! then a lot of ppl started to put .one aunty , wah sia she the most daring people i have ever saw sia hahaahah! put everywhere sia!

ACUALLY today got soemthing very interesting happened !~ HOHOHO~
after that helping out at hot park. ME, jierui,bernald and anabelle got take neoprints haaha damn fun laa~ we decided super long on what to suppose then what happen in the end???????? i useeeee almost same pose throughout 我哈哈啊! then the photo come out i emo sia i plan so long then in the end all same ! but the neoprints was nice la ~TODAY WAS VER FUN BUT TIRED (:

有时候，我会觉得自己不够独立很粘人。
想变得更独立。
友情？爱情？
定义是什么？

空白的思绪

2009-10-31T02:53:00.000-07:00

现实。残酷。这就是生活。我早以习惯这样的生活。 If life do not have boundaries it would not be exciting anymore(：如果生命都是一帆风顺，那么一定非常的无聊！哈哈！我已经明白如何去接受生命的一切。无论好或坏。

有时候，我觉得我真的不知道自己在想什么。。。真的不知道。头脑总是一片空白。我就是这样。。现在也是，所以呢我也不知道我为什么在写这篇搏客。

空白的思绪。。。

Random

2009-10-10T22:50:00.000-07:00

At this moment, this time I shouldnt be happily blogging here. Well, I guess its ok to slack for a while. Opps, wrong attitude! :P wondering why some people put password at their blog. Isnt it humourous? I thought things that post on the internet are meant for everyone to see? If you have written something that you dont wish anyone or only want certain people to see I dont thin you should post it. It certainly will dig out people's curiousity. Oh well, this is just only my point of view and it sounded quite random.

Why can't the past be easily forgotten? I do not know why people love to in the past, feeling that past is much better than present. It is actually useless. We can't really go back to the past no matter how wonderful it is. As a human, we do not how to treasure what we already have and always craving for what we can never get. I think this is the reason why people never GET REAL HAPPINESS. People should forget the past , learnt the mistakes and Live a new life . A new life that will develop you into a better person(:

2009-09-22T07:43:00.000-07:00

Just arrive home from Chinese Orchestra. Today was practicing the piece I was going to perform on the 观摩会。I was feeling hand and leg aching after the practice for the first time in my life. Well, maybe for the past practices I had not been putting much effort in it, but today I know I really did. Trying on the drumset today was really a good experience for me. I realized that I have little ability to operate my hand and leg together. sad. Anyway practices make perfect.

I went to school super early today, wanted to study without the present of my laptop, hoping that it means that I can concentrate more. In the end, my plan had failed. It did not turn out to be the way I wanted it to be. I study for a while and went to use the school computer. It was lagging and slow. O h ya I was watching the national geographic again , since I Mr Eu had left I have not watch it again. Well, it was quite the content was about second world war talking about hilter. I hope that people having a high level of intelligent could use it at the correct place.

should type some chinese now~

oh well did not find any good article to write , when there is one i will put it here, so for now good night (:

Tired............

2009-09-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging again.
I been camping on com for long hours since I got my laptop. Chatting, watching videos , playing games and all the boring stuff one could ever think off. This is all so time wasting and unhealthy. After a serious thought, I should change all this poor habits. No, No ITS MUST! Less of of playing computer and more serious and necessary stuff.

ABOUT LIFE RECENTLY....
18 September 2009 was the day where I got my first results in Ngee Ann Poly. Being excited and nervous about it. Excited because I know I have done reasonably well, putting in much effort during the last 2 months. Nervous as I know i might not be able to achieve what I wanted. The result was smsed to my hand phone. A 3.8478 Gpa. After seeing this result, many people could have jump with joy. For me, after seeing it there is a mixture of feeling inside me. A few thoughts keep running inside me. Is this results consider goood?Can I make it to university with this gpa? Should be happy with this?blah blah blah... all the possible question one can think of keep flashing in my mind. So confused. The thoughts and feeling inside me seem like clotting up. Oh well... I think I should this aside for the moment being. I guess what I can do now is continue to put in effort in my studies.

what is over is over (: do not ever live in the past . WE STRIVE FORWARD WECOMING THE NEW DAY AHEADXD

Sentosa trip (:

2009-04-08T05:31:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO ! so long never go to sentosa with friends HA! Anyway I have a wonderful day at there and have lots of fun and laughter is. Belowis some of the many pictures i took waha!! By seeing can tell clearly then speaking eh. we stay there until night about 8 sth then go home haha!! the night atmosphere was great WAHAHAA and the sunset too (: have a sooo memorable night !!

I <3 SEntosa HAHA

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The cross of righteousness

2009-04-04T03:24:00.000-07:00

The titile sound chim isn it? HA! I agree totally. Yesterday after the chat with samuel in msn I suddenly have a feeling to go to church so I smsed weelic and tell him I want to go tommorrow. Ok. Its a bit random I know but I really feel that I should and must go. I wanted to repent my sins and I admit my heart is not that pure as in it contain hatred. So ya.... that is the reason why I suddenly have the thought of going.

Meet wl at orchard mrt, then we find find our way to far east plaza to meet his friends to eat and chat. It was the first time in my life stepping into subway! It sounds funny but its real ahaha! Wl said I look fierce!!! oh my .... please la.... i look so cheerfuly..... actually he also look firece in the sens... ha!! Finish all the stuff, we went on to church.
Today's topic is the cross of righteousness!! Chim!! Actually I could not understand much but I think I caught the main points HA~ Oh YA thats something very random... half way through the discussion of the topic , suddenly the presenting ppl suddebly said HCI ROX ! LOL i was stunned random sia. hmm but there is really quite a few from hc, heard they said there is a hc care group last time LOL?. nvmnvm carry on .... i shall summurise what learn and relised from today's disscuI shall believe in Jesus ..... THIS THE MAIN POINT... i really cant get the point onli can briefly ahhhhhh~~ next time must bring a notebook go record whaha.. but anyway after going and listening I feel better and decided to live differently.. hmm a new start? lol

Actually I want go takwando training today but my dad do not allow me sadd nvm nvm xD at least i learn to obey (: tats a good thing isnit? yeA!

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This picture taken in northland music room wahah!! so u can see this instrument belong to there YANG QIN rox !! I THINK i decided to join Co in ngee ann again wahhaa... hmm confirm join but i want join another cca tkd or bball ba hehe . hmm the instrument quite old my house de look nicer... ver miss the days having co hehe!!

I will nver forget u (:love u YQ

Foc CAMP!! OSIRIS U ROX!

2009-04-02T01:56:00.000-07:00

I went to the Ngee Ann FOC camp !! It was raining one the first day but it does not spoilt my mood, I was too excited about the camp and the people who i will meet. At first, i felt very nervous as I do not know anyone and was going alone.... AHH... sad.. but slowly i become closer and closer to my group . Ok consider " close" i hardly open my golden mouth during the camp, didnt kknow what had happened to me but i just dun feel like talking. Maybe is talk and mix too much with branded school ppl? HA! I should try to talk more make more frens lol. I should fix myself into the np environment it will be a quite tough ba.. i think... JYJY !!After the 4 days 3 nights, after all the time we being toge we become more bonded ... THANKS TO THE GL ..... they did a great job HA.. Time come when we need to bid goodbye.... There is no less of hugging ,crying, the atmosphere seem to be quite saddening... but for me there was no tear mark found on my cheek to be frankly speaking i do not feel sad at all! why? AM i cold blooded? or it is just nothing to be sad about? I have not found the answer to it... HA! AS a whole I feel that the camp ROX TO THE HELL haahah!! NGEE ANN 万岁（：

simply

2009-03-21T18:11:00.000-07:00

This blog is going to be alive again. It is not because my life have become so interesting that I will have tons of things to update , its simply because I want to improve my writing skills. After thinking for so long , I have decided to retake my English next year. Although I am mentally scared of English , I still have to retake. If I do not do so it will revenge me in the future. Getting a D7 will put me in difficulties when looking for a job and entering a university if I can graduate from poly with good result. So, no matter of what I just have to put in my effort and do it.

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF I COULD SUCCEED ONE DAY

The most important thing of all is to have confidence !

Yesterday , my bunch of friends and I went to pq house to celebrate her birthday with her. We
share the cost and bought her mango cake. She say she like it and the cake taste good. After that, all of us played monopoly at her house, the spongebob edition. Sheena and I were fighting over the character that we want to represent us in the monopoly. Its so funny and I admit its childish too, but think for s second if people are too serious there is no fun at all xD. Anway we had really a good time at pq house. Next I went to nee soon cc's takwondo to find xl and my takwondo friends, it seeems a long time that I have ever see them. I miss the days so much, although the training was a bit slack at least I have much more fun and laughter compare to the training at Toa payoh cc. ....

hmmm....

2008-12-21T18:34:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO!! chistrams is coming.... WAHAHA....anyway not really looking foward cause i surely will be staying at home and passing the time..... BOO HOO...SIAN!!TT now busy writing and preparing christmas cards for frens..i shop le very long but still didnt find one card that i consider nice SOB...so sad right...the more sad part is............................

I couldnt find any gifts SOb

Is it because i too picky? lols nvm nvm i gonna go shop again later...hmmm and i think i gonna broke soon...my mum dun wanna help me with the gift she said she bring me to china then she become ver poor liao =- = wad a GOOD excuse... yest she herself brought so many things HENG nvm i will go settle my own gift mysef BLEH!!!!

OH YA O level RESULT will be coming out in jan 12~~~~~!!!! omg !! I will be totally DEAD cause i think my result will be suck like hell.. hahaha who tell me to ling shi bao fou jiao = NO USE! ... i hope that there will be some miracle so my result will not be horrible to scare my parent to death LOL. WISH ME LUCK haha.....

Last friday was the co farewell party! i suddenly feel so sad to leave it... although i have once wanted to leave it sooooo much.. but now i really got a little bu she de..... i rem all the happy and bad times in it...anyway its LIFE hehe....the juniors really hen you xin lei.... use clay to make instrument model for us!!! awwwww.... its quite nice and i felt a little bit touch lols....its really xiang bu dao wor....byeeeee nss co...........

I will remember THE GREAT time i once have........THANKS!

after the farewell party... me, xl, jes, guiyan,grace, sheena wanna go watch the twilight toge..lols but.........in the end...... me and xl pangseh themm.. awwww SO SORRRYY.... not purpsely one la... cuase that day my dad warn me not to go out so late ma and the show start at 4.20 ... sryy........anyway i everytime also like tat haixxxx not a ver good habit though must change LOL

27 dec going oversea......

I hope i will have a fun time xD....bye

假期

2008-12-18T01:00:00.000-08:00

好闷喔最近在放长假。。。天天家无所事事。真是的本来在假期前已经想了好多事要做可是假期一到我就特懒不想动就在电脑前坐着无聊死了............真是浪费光阴啊...前阵子比较充实啦天天往家外跑哈哈去了满多次的Chalet^^然后就是WILD WILD WET好好玩喔呵呵.... 珍惜这个假期不想白白过掉T.T。。。。不过我不久后要去中国了哈哈。。。。我和我妈一起去。。我们俩八字不合的xD....hope that we wont quarrel LOL.我们这次也会去桂林好期待喔

my sec4 life had finally ended... be frank its not a ver good one.... i felt lonel most of the time but still...I have make my way through it.... myabe this is all about life...i should just坦然 de face it.haiz.. hope tat there will be a slightly changed..hmm..i want change in everything ...seriously I WANT to changed HAHAH.....

2008-12-17T23:27:00.000-08:00

Today is Thursday xDDD yay!! being force to post one post de